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Another Skid Entry [13 Jan 2006|08:40pm] I don't want to shower because his scent is on my skin. I don't want to change because the smell of his cologne is etched in my sweater. I told him he better be good but he wouldn't listen. Laying in his lap, looking up at him, I knew he wanted to kiss me. I could have fallen asleep in his arms. When he got here I was still groggy and in my pajamas. He heated me up a cup of coffee and put sugar and creamer in it the way I like. I got dressed and brushed my teeth and washed my face. He said; You didn't have to get dressed for me honey. I said I know. Part of me wanted to say no. All of me should have said no. But I didn't. The order in which the events took place are blurry in my memory. I'm not sure at what point he kissed me. I bit his lips. Alot of touching, teasing kissing. But I didn't touch him "there" - I heated up more coffee. He picked me up in the kitchen. I wrapped my legs around him. I kissed him. He wanted me all afternoon. Teasing. He was excited. I told him that if Lyle walked outside he could see us, And then he would be in big trouble. He said he'd flip Lyle off. But he wouldn't really. His cologne smelled good and we layed together on the couch. Kissing and teasing all afternoon. And then at some point my pants came off. And then we were in my room, on my bed. Like so many times before, but this time was different. He took off his shirt. His nipples aren't peirced anymore =( He made me feel good. But I did not touch him. I think thats where he drew his line; If I didn't touch him there it was okay or something. Afterwards I was naked. And he held me for eternity. My tv was turned to the history channel. He said honey what the hell are you watching? and laughed. We held eachother. For a long time. Then I got dressed. It was almost 12:30 and he had to be to Bountiful by One. We hugged. He kissed me on the lips. He left. It was different then with other guys. Things don't change between us. I love him. He loves me. It made me feel more intimate with him. It's different because there is no awkard anything. Nothing more has to come from it. Nothing changes. Ever. I like not having to chew gum or worry about my breath or what he will think of me or the way I kiss or the way I look with my clothes off. I love that he will always be my best friend. I love that he trusts me. I love that he makes me feel comfortable. post comment

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